Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
The phone call
Can you stop the free fall?
Can you be the reason
I can see beyond the lies
If I keep holding on?
I hear you
(Hear you)
Can you stop the screaming?
(Screaming)
Did you stop believing?
I could feel you letting go
I can’t be alone tonight
When you said I could move on and go
You said I’m weak and it shows
I couldn’t go on without you
Now I’m sitting in this house alone
Wondering why I left home
And I’m hoping that you know that
Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
(Til I met you)
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
And leave me
(Leave me)
I know you see right through me
(Through me)
I finally thought you knew me
Well enough to know with you
I feel so ordinary
It’s a crime scene
(Crime scene)
Someone killed our last dream
(Last dream)
Did you stop believing?
I can feel you letting go
I can’t be alone tonight
When you said I could move on and go
You said I’m weak and it shows
I couldn’t go on without you
Now I’m sitting in this house alone
Wondering why I left home
And I’m hoping that you know that
Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
(Til I met you)
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Woah, I hope that it won’t end though
Alone…
And I’m hoping that you know that
Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
(Til I met you)
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
(Til I met you)
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone?
How do I get you alone?
March 2012
3 posts
I started writing this the other week and realised I didn’t finish it. Which is a shame as the relevance of what I was going to say was more apparent then. One can only try and carry it on. So refreshing to see a bit more of a male presence in the coverage of London fashion week. I know typically men’s fashion hasn’t always been at the forefront or cutting edge in some respects. This shouldn’t take away from it’s importance. As a male I feel we are behind when it comes to fashion. You have to either spend hours looking for something different or pay over the odds. When women can head to the high street for something different and experimental. I do feel that the evolution of male fashion hasn’t really progressed much in the last 100 or so years. Pick up a copy of GQ and you will see, the items that stand out the most come with the price tag as well. Though I have to admit when it comes to fashion, men we are are own worst enemies. How many times have you looked at something someone else is wearing, something a bit different a bit of the beaten track and thought ‘what the @&#* is he wearing’. Is this out of envy, jealously or that in built nature to conform to society. We aren’t herd animals, what makes us different from the rest of the animal kingdom is our ‘higher intelligence’ and ability to think for ourselves and not just out of self preservation, in this context I mean those of us who are born or live in more economically stable social environments. Why can’t we apply this thought process to fashion. How many times do you hear a woman ask another where she brought a top, boots or jeans. *The girl sitting opposite me on the tube currently is so attractive it’s scary. Cute little pout, killer eyes and hair the would make the little mermaid self harm. I totally took a picture as well.* Sorry got distracted there. As I was saying next time you go shopping. Yes that dreaded word, try to find something you wouldn’t normally wear. Climb out of the box you are currently sitting so comfortably in. I dare you. In fact I double dare you. Conforming to society is over rated. Flash a bit of skin, show of your designer boxers, give them a peek at you socks and if all else fails go bright and just do one thing…turn heads.
David Guetta ‘Little Bad Girl (feat Taio Cruz &Ludacris) is currently blasting through my head phones. I am fighting the urge to dance around my room in an aggressive fashion. What happened to my life…I can’t seem to figure it out. I pulled my finger and it’s amazing how things are working out. I decided to be more effective in the office with everything I do and am and it seems to be working. I am squarely on top of my work. *Pause to dance to Carly Rae Jepsen “Call me maybe”* go check it out…I can wait…it’s well worth it. So my update. The early starts at work have paid off I have been able to catch up up on everything. I did slip up last week, by having an allergic reaction to penicillin oops. This week however I have put myself back on track. There has been one event that stopped me firmly in my tracks. My cousin passed away, when I lost my aunt I thought things were bad, when I lost my uncle I thought things couldn’t be worst and then this happened. My beautiful young cousin was taken from us. I still can’t believe she’s gone it makes no sense. She was born the same year year as my big brother, my heart broke then, I thought of her children and her siblings and her mother. At this point breathing became difficult, tears streamed and all thoughts went. If there is a heaven and there are angels then YaBee is joining their ranks. How do you recover from this. People say life goes on but the pain is crazy. I guess in that regard I am very lucky as I have the most amazing person supporting me. Even asleep alone I know he’s there. In regards to my other half, I never understood that term till now, what can I say. He literally makes me whole, from the cheeky grin to those blue eyes, the way I know he’s watching me even when he acts like he isn’t. I got to meet his mum, brother and sister in law last weekend. I have never felt so welcome in my whole life. Amazing people and I hopefully will be very proud to call them family one day. In other news Gotye “Somebody that I used to know (feat Kimbra)” is amazing.
